11-10-05 My Friend sling in the Air

這個星期，我的心情很差....

This week I'm full of bad mood....

每天都在哭，心如刀割的痛.....

Crying in everyday, my heart fells like as if it was being slashed....

晚上都不能好好入睡，總是在胡思亂想....

Can't sleep well, always thinking a lots of thing.....

有一個問題，一直纏繞著我，令我想不通、猜不透.....

A question has been entangled in me, 

making me unable to figure out the true, guessing what happen.....

我一直用很多藉口去解釋事件的始末，但我知道事實並非如此.....

I have been using a lot of excuses to explain what's going wrong but I know that not the case...

我知道答案，只是我不想去承認，我在怕什麼呢？ 

I know the answer, but I don't want to admit it. What am I afraid of?

我總愛去保護別人，把自己的需要放在一旁，然後一個人去承受.....

I always love to protect others, put my needs aside, and then to bear everything by myself.....

也許是他的離世，令我找不到一個可依靠的對象，一個把我放在第一位的人....

Maybe his death, I can't find another one that I can rely on, a person who puts me in his first....

對不起，請容我發洩一下情緒，點擊下圖也可以去看看影片發洩你的精子....

Sorry, please let me vent my emotions. 

Click on the picture below to check out the film to vent your sperm....