這個星期，我的心情很差....
This week I'm full of bad mood....
每天都在哭，心如刀割的痛.....
Crying in everyday, my heart fells like as if it was being slashed....
晚上都不能好好入睡，總是在胡思亂想....
Can't sleep well, always thinking a lots of thing.....
有一個問題，一直纏繞著我，令我想不通、猜不透.....
A question has been entangled in me,
making me unable to figure out the true, guessing what happen.....
我一直用很多藉口去解釋事件的始末，但我知道事實並非如此.....
I have been using a lot of excuses to explain what's going wrong but I know that not the case...
我知道答案，只是我不想去承認，我在怕什麼呢？
I know the answer, but I don't want to admit it. What am I afraid of?
我總愛去保護別人，把自己的需要放在一旁，然後一個人去承受.....
I always love to protect others, put my needs aside, and then to bear everything by myself.....
也許是他的離世，令我找不到一個可依靠的對象，一個把我放在第一位的人....
Maybe his death, I can't find another one that I can rely on, a person who puts me in his first....
對不起，請容我發洩一下情緒，點擊下圖也可以去看看影片發洩你的精子....
Sorry, please let me vent my emotions.
Click on the picture below to check out the film to vent your sperm....
